Possibilities

Hello!

Here I am, back to Jakarta again after the passed 2 weeks were delighfully spent in Makassar. All for the sake of the big day: Yudisium. What is yudisium you might ask? Yudisium is a farewell. Time for me to say farewell to my college and all people in it. Time for me to say farewell to my status as a college student, and say hello to my new status: a fiscus. Eventually all of us in STAN will face this yudisium thing. I'm so glad I could face it in two days. I'm burning with excitement at this very moment.

However, the fact that I will go back to work in the near future concerns me slightly. The replacement of the place I will work to is what concerns me the most. Oh my.. I have no idea where it could be. In Makassar? In Jakarta? Or any other places? Every possibility is widely open. I hope for the best, of course. However, looking at my family's condition right now, i think I need to work not so far from home.. In Makassar.

The situation at home is not so good right now. I could see this clearly just now when I left home. My mom and my grandpa's tears when seeing me left somehow awoke me. I just realize how enormous my role in their life. My mom and my grandpa need me the most. I should become a better son to my mom and a sweet grandson to my grandpa. They seems powerless without me around. As you know, family is number 1 priority for me. Consequently, i have to set loose of my carreer opportunity and my love. All for the sake of my family. I know this situation will be hard for Dewi. Hopefully she will understand and support me throughly.

On the other hand, if destiny shows me the least expected way, no sweat. I have made several plans about it. I will continue to pursue my career in teaching financial or governmental accounting. I could be useful in teaching on those areas as my subsidary career. It will create additional income too. Eventually, I plan to teach in my beloved college, STAN, after I meet the stated requirements.

Whatever it is, i believe it must be the best for me. Afterall, Allah SWT always know what best for us. So why should I overthink again?